Life is better without coffee mate

After a doctor told me that I had gastritis couple years ago, I promise, I won�t drink coffee anymore. I haven�t been drinking coffee for 3 years, but last week I got terrible situation hit myself. It feels like souless. I thought I become a zombie. Haha! Actually my boyfriend just broke our relationship. He blamed me so much, though I think he did mistakes. We broke up-made up-broke up- made up- soooo many times. Okay, leave it. It doesn�t important.

Where were we? Okay, after that, I forgot of my pledge, found coffee in my kitchen, drank it without sugar. My flat mate was surprised and said; �You drink coffee without sugar or at least adding cream. Now I see you really enjoy that thick bitter one. That�s a joke!�

�Really? did I do a strange thing?�

�Look at yourself, Tiwi, as far I know, you don�t like coffee, it will increase acid in your gastric, then make it worse.�

We became quiet. I stared at the cup, and I realized that for the first time after 3 years, I just drank the most bitter bitter bitter coffee in my life. The strange fact is I could taste a sweet part from that coffee when I had it in my mouth. The myth is true! It�s a symptom that I am okay. When I was in college, my friend told me; �If you drink coffee even without sugar when you feel terrible, and you can taste a sweet part of that, don�t worry, you are okay.�

A day after broke my sacred pledge �okay this time I am soo over- I was fine. No bad things happened in my gastric. My life is better. I cook, read books, eat, and work as usual. But he crossed my mind always. It wasn�t that hurt but quite frightening. I think coffee cured me.

Yesterday, my boyfriend called me, and we made up. As usual, I think we need times to break then make it up again. Strange? Confuse? Me too. But, that�s love. Hurts. Stupid. Courage. Sweet. Motivates. Sweet things come again. I know, there is no life such Cinderella story, happily ever after, sweet things surrounding. I prefer to get bitter sometimes. Like a coffee, life is better when it tastes bitter. Why? Because too much sugar or sweetener will make it worse. Trust me or not, it happened in my life.